In those deeper rack shelves did I slumber,
To search answers unknown in the known void
Restlessly running, one place to another like dumber
Aimless wanderings in the nether lands leaving me toyed.

Wanted to be knowing the true nature of reluctance,
Depths of my being have given me a warning bell,
Not to poke the bigger bear to disturb my own solace,
But somethings come at high cost, for those thing who can tell.

Taking care of someone by taking them out of a frying pan,
Thought great deed done, seeing myself fall into the fire,
Busy burying myself to the core for leaving myself no plan,
All the belief of good and evil shooted out, making me liar.

With all these dents to my then younger soul;
Can say I could not have found myself now so whole.

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