My heart is on the ground
Although my mouth doesn't make a sound
I'm bound with this anger
deep inside my bones,
When I speak I always lose my tone
My eyes become rivers,
when deep down the gut wrenching feeling stays
always stuck in my liver,
My hands begin to shake
not as still as they used to be,
My entire body becomes an earthquake
I feel it deep in my core
all my light starting pore
leaking from the depths of my body,
its going too fast, that no one can stop me
My head reeling with oppression
and today is the day I realized,
I have depression.
© Jillian Ingemi