I knew I loved you I just didn't know
How MUCH...
It took your unexpected departure
For my soul to be shattered into thousand pieces...
The piercing of my soul implodes into
Excruciating burning painful sorrow
I never thought I'd be expected to say goodbye so early; so abruptly
I feel betrayed as you made promises
Now I am robbed of all the possibilities
With every heaving of my chest a trail of tear drops follow...
I choke with every breath I take as I don't know how to feel towards you...
My chest tightens with anger feeling you gave up so easily
I wish I could pummel your chest with blows because I feel you did not fight enough....
It is like you willingly embraced that light without a struggle and resistance in sight...
You are my brother and you are my heart
In our olden age we became friends
That is why it is difficult to let go because in the past months I...