There are days when I can't understand myself
I am a empath and often misunderstood
I've learned to distance from people who do not blend with my vibe
I am who I am
There are people who judged me without knowing the other side of the story
There are people who loved me and believed that like them I am also a sinner
I commit mistakes that led me to losing myself
Yes, I lost myself many times already but I did not give up
I fought many silent battles no one knew
I managed to pull myself up and dust myself off
I cried a bucks of tears with pillow and blanket on
I carried my bruises and healed them alone
I am amd still learning in life
Losing myself was one of the hardest
Yet it taught me a lot
These days I am not good, not genuinely happy
But I am thriving and I persevere.
The love I have in is the love I will also give to the people who in any way supported me.
Even the people who hurt me, I and will still give love as much as I could.
Because this is how I gave back.
No matter the pain; I will and still chose to give love.


© Fe Suson