My comet, the giggles of our children- an inevitable reminder that you once were my love. Rays of sunshine to my cold hollow heart. Keeping me sane in the brink of my madness. I gaze at their beauty as they jump carelessly around the house impatiently waiting for your arrival , my precious gem. Tears gather in my dull eyes threatening to come out but i refuse to let them do as they please. I desperately rake my hair with my wobbly fingers .How i wish you were here my love, I am clueless of how to raise them alone.But rest assured my gem,they will be taken care of, pampered untill they become strong phenomenal women like you. Even than i will coddle them,nourish them, dress them in only the finest garments,I'll make it my daily mission to make them happy.Yet again rest assured they will not be spoilt brats.I'll bring them up in strong character,I'll be firm and strict but give them the freedom to test the waters themselves, to achieve the 'highest truest expression of themselves ',to make mistakes all while trusting them to make a good decision at the end of the day. I'll love them until my last breath just as you have my amate and even in the next life I'll love them with all my being because they're yours... they are ours my love.