It's not a poem or story .
I just want write how a person feels when they
lose someone they didn't wanted to lose .
what exactly run through one's mind.
we all know how memories haunt us
so let's start with that
It's past or I can say past memories
we suddenly start to rewind those memories
Mostly good memories and miss them badly
The way we talked
Shared each other's thoughts
Laughed, Cried, learned new things together
The way we reacted on certain situations
The jokes we make to make each laugh
The patience we kept while hearing each other
The songs we suggested and listened together
The way we sent terrible voice note of ours
And surprisingly they find it wonderful
The way we supported each other
All the gm,gn texts
All the emoji fight when we were angry
And many things
And these past memories hurts us more
when we get to realise that we are not gonna
do these things in future we'll be alone
if we don't have that one person
And we suffer all this in our present .
This experience may be different for u guys
coz it's possible the way we think is different
But whatever it is we know for sure that
It hurts................
well I'm not here to give u solutions of these
coz I also don't know haha
if you know you can tell me .

© Anurag Kumar