You acted as if you were sorry you acted as if you were hurting.
of course I believed you, that was until I realized that you had been home a few days now and it was as if you were avoiding me.
that's when I realized it had been so long since you touched me in bed
even since being back you made no attempt in trying to spend time with me much less have sex with me. I can't believe I fell for your excuses again.
This time around I Blame myself, for being so weak minded, for not having thought about everything he had done to me and then quietly ask myself how his feelings could have changed so easily and quickly when days before he was avoiding me as if I meant nothing.
© Stephanie mh