I feel hollow. Completely empty.

Yet, tears somehow find their way through these eyes. Everything is fine, but my heart still struggles to find rhythm.

And my brain once again fails, trying to figure out why. Life is beautiful. All the things to see. All the things to feel. All the beauty.

Yet, nothing feels new. My eyes burn as my heart aches. I don't need anyone. Nobody cares. I've tried long trying to train it. I can live alone.  Alone is good. Alone is safe. But not easy.

Maybe I'll fail. There's no other maybe. I don't have the strength to start afresh. Not again. Not this time.

Tomorrow when I'll leave this place, everything would be different.  My heart and mind would reach different places. My body would stop hurting.

And I'll start again..
© @vega