they'll all ask......
why didn't you talk but I did...
I fucking did
I kept quiet when I usually scream
I smiled when I'd usually shout.
I wrote it down and all you could say was wow nice poem.
how else was I supposed to talk‽
I was literally on shut down but none of you noticed
Not to talk of helping to power on
But when you all have the slightest of discomfort you expect me to notice.
I've got a lot of things going on to be your trusted albi.
I used to be a martyr. You know always believing I'm supposed to always be there when any of you need me.
But fuck being a martyr
I think I'd explore self preservation
for your own sake don't come to me to complain I won't listen I'm deaf
Your tears won't move me I'm insensitive
I won't give a shoulder for you to lean on, I just got a new shirt
I'd definitely not pass my handkerchief for you to wipe your tears you'll stain it.
And yeah say it again
NICE POEM
LOL
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