You took me for granted
Because I was always there for you
You was staring at her
but damn I was looking at you
Looking at you
Like you put the damn stars at the sky
Like the super hero
Who scares my nightmares away
Like my savior
Even if i was the one who's bleeding
I don't deserve you right?
I'm not that pretty to get stared at
Not pretty enough to get compliment
To make you look at me back
You were looking at her
"Damn she's so pretty" you whisper
And I felt my heart bleed
When my ego shattered around
"Damn she's so hot" you repeate
And then she looked around
Flipping her hair with the damn confidence i lacked
How many times?
Do I have to get to hear that?
To be a second choice
Always a backup
Not a princess, just a mistress
No hard feeling right?
No good morning text's
Just "are you alive?" One's
Good night texts before the midnights
Just checking on me once in the week days
Or asking favors when you need date ideas
And I smile looking at my phone
Planning the date thinking it was mine
"Damn he finally noticed me" cheering in my room
'Till you told me it's just for other girl
Again and again
You make me a clown
In my own damn role
You are looking at her
"Damn she's so pretty " you whisper
Then you look back at me
shifting your eye gaze from her
"What do you think friend?" You asked
And I noticed the sparks from your eyes slowly die
Like a damn child whose mother is taken away
It hurts being friend zoned
by the one person you almost loved
But it hurts more to look the sparks in your eyes die
" Damn he's so handsome" I whisper
And you stare at me like I'm insane
"Yeah, she's so pretty" I grinned
Faking smiles to make sure the lies are well covered
And I witnessed when your eyes come alive
By mentioning merely her name
I closed my eyes praying the tears not to fall
Because I know the eyes they never lie
Shakespeare said it to his beloved Chico
And I had doubted his words but surely not this one
Because I've seen the look in your eye
The way you came...