How am I supposed to overcome this
Tragically attributing to selfish indulgence
Unaware of rash actions rooted in self concern
It is always too late when I finally learn

A machete in my hand, creating the path
Lack of concern for consequence and the aftermath
Immature proceedings at the root of this nature
Ignoring the requirement to care for and nurture

Destroying the good with one fell swoop
Self sabotaging the same with emotions that dupe
Imparting on those people that I callously called loved ones
Frantically searching for excuses as to who I had become then

Reckless betrayal ensured for anyone considered defiant
Kidding myself while shouting about self reliance
Looking back the next day and seeing every wrong move
Irresponsible disregard - the only words that can allude


© Katherine Bernhardt