Why is it so scary here ?
Why is it so cold here ?
As if I never felt a piece of warmth .
My chest feels so tight
that sometimes I can't even breathe
Why do I always feel abandoned ?
Why is trust a mistrust here ?

May I have a grip on you ?
May I lay my shoulder upon you ?
May I feel the warmth upon the hug ?
May I feel that sigh of peace ?


Its cliche , but I'm told by myself
that i need to get through this
that things get easier with time
but it's the worst feeling I've ever known .


© mou shumi