I want to delete my account and never write again
to escape the pressure
to relieve the pain
the blank screen stares back at me
mocking my flaws
inhibiting my voice
holding me in pause

lost in the silent hum
at the border of two worlds
don't forget to piss on me
our love breaks every rule

words used to flow like a river wild and free
but now they're trapped
suffocating me
the fear of judgment
the fear of failure
is hindering my expression
limiting my nature

and I try so hard to focus on the days
yet I'm drenched in dreams of you
get rough...