I feel numb as I'm lying on my bed and staring up at the ceiling fan which is in constant rotation, making it seem like it's my personal hypnotist putting me to sleep. But despite this, I'm wide awake with tears pouring down my eyes and falling onto my pillow.

Although I do feel numb from all the crying, I can't ignore the deep anguish 1 feel within me. This unseen ache to the naked eye shows the true beauty behind it. The beauty...