How could have I ever think that I loved you?
How could have I ever say that I love you?
How could have I ever want to kiss you?
The mouth that lied to me so much.
How could have I loved the mind taht manipulated me?
And the heart that broke mine.
How could have I been so naive?
And why am I still?
It hurts me when I think of it.
Why do I even think of it,if it hurts me?
I have way too many questions.
If I feel numb then why do I feel sadness?
Why did I ever want to be with you?
Why did I ever think about being yours?
Why did I ever courage you?
Why did I ever apologize to you,
When you had so much more to be...