There are times where I want to have friends and in that eagerness I make a lot of friends
but in one instance I saw I am not satisfied because they start gossiping and create groups within.
They have many secrets that they feel annoyed to share with me.
seeing them getting annoyed I feel wrong and move away from them
They use me when they need some help.
when I learn that I need help from them they even help me but something said in my heart dare you talk to her anymore you will be in danger.
I closed my eyes and believed myself and let go off her hand.
at first I cried for leaving her but then I admitted that my heart was not wrong. It was right.
may be through fights and through certain circumstances I no longer have any contact with her.
But I was able to focus on myself and focus on the work I need to do.
later on I give myself self dignity and respect that shows me road to a high open lane where I find lot of opportunities and new people and I can see the view across the bridge.
If I trust myself and lean on my shoulder all alone I am sure...