Our last hung-out
we went to the Pride Community bookstore
remember how you introduced me as a friend, I still take that as a personal attack
what behind makes me say that
it relates to how much I was
misunderstood by other people
by how I behaved in a
neurotypical way of growing up,
if you still want me to be honest,
if I do bring it up, please don’t
feel what I made you feel.
Because it might make you
uncomfortable,
the truth is I used to
have a similar experience as you
I used to be trapped expressively,
just can’t tell people what I feel.
That explains why I say things
that is nonsense or random,
I am not like other people
easily can tell them my
emotions freely,
it is hard for me to do that.
That also explains when
you ask me a hypothetical question,
because I don't understand
due to being an only child
used to be spoiled growing up,
due to certain things, I can’t do
things myself, I used to
lack self-sufficiency.
That is how I was born and raised,
if you still want me to be honest
you didn't know,
even though I was natural
born popular growing up,
the truth is.
Used to not have,
many friends since I was born
Used to not have anyone
spend time with me
outside of school either.
The reason I don't want
to be your friend,
whatever I did to you or
what I made you feel,
you make a big deal of it.
Even though I experience
being trapped expressively,
I am an honest person but,
I am not that vulnerable
I am exactly just like you.
Even though I am May Gemini
I also have Libra-related traits, ...