Imagine if you didnt have control over your actions or words.
Everytime you showed emotion, you would loose control of your brain,
Almost like something took it over.
And then, when it's over, all you're left with is a faint memory,
So you can barely remember what you did or why you did it.
Imagine if the only way to prevent it, was to hide your emotions.
It doesnt seem that hard, does it?
Its It's easy to hide my emotions from the people in my life,
Until you meet someone who you want to show your emotion to.
Someone you care about so much that you want to show them.
Imagine if eventually, they want you to show your emotions too, so you do it,
And in the end you end up pushing them away.
And, the only way for me to stop it, is to die.