I was always ok without you
I never knew I needed you
I rejected all from you
and expected nothing in return.
You were a closed door
impenetrable
I accepted that
got lost in my own world
The signs were there
yet I was blind to them
my selfishness
showing it's true colors
alone
ashamed
afraid
lonely
meaningless reasons for my betrayal
Shame lives within me
a reminder to myself
the damage it caused
the heartache it caused
the torment it inflicted
your trust in me broken