All of my doubts and regrets teaming up on me. I feel like my support beams giving up on me. If I showed you within my heart would yours veer from me. Don't say you're here for me because you're not here with me. I don't trust you by your lips but by your signs. Niggas love to spread their gospel but don't practice what they preach. When the wheels fall off, tell me will you still ride? I haven't talked to GOD because of my dubiety. Uncertainty protruding my brain. This life that I made. I'm sinning and sinning again. I need accomplishments. But the things that I've planned will send me to the pen.. I wanna do GOOD but I let EVIL in. And I let EVIL win. Again. I've just been holding it in. I've just been holding all my anger inside. Pick up a pen and write. I gotta stand up and fight. No! I can't die tonight.