You choose me to stand by your side,
as your maid of honour...
On your special day, regardless of my own reservations...

I tried so hard, yet I still failed in your eyes.
Regardless of my of personal pain I went through...

A loss of my own stability and a parent,
All you saw was that I was not happy enough for you and your special day...

Perhaps that made you feel that I did not care,
That your wedding day was not important enough.

Yet did you ever take a moment to...