I'm not sure if my heart has healed, or if there's truth in the feelings I feel, whether what's between us is real, or if I should take a step back and just chill, there's no thrill in the latter but the fact of the matter is I'm vulnerable and scared, thinking about the last time emotions got shared, how the chemistry flared and a part of my soul really believed that she cared, but life isn't fair and I dare say the white clouds turned dark gray, and that...