My fault - hoping for a sunny day
A person who blames everything on themselves
Feels like a broken soul
And shivers deep
Into something unbearable
A new reality for them
Until now, untouchable
Nothing they could have imagined
Not until now
Not in a healthy state of mind
Not when they still felt okay
In another space, in another light
Things were different
Things were bright
In the sun,
They could feel the warmth
now it's all thunderstorms.
And showers of rain
A different world
In another universe
The rain gets faster.
The storms are getting louder.
The vision gets colder
Life is getting harder.
Feelings get confusing
They might get better
One day
Or ever
But for now.
They'll enjoy the sound of storms
And dance in the rain
Until it passes
Hoping for another sunny day
When it's over
They'll need sunglasses after this..
Note:
i actually wrote this outside, it was a nice and sunny day, but then it suddenly started raining, but it was a nice kind of rain because it was warm outside!
© DenisTelemaris