The walls are closing in, my fears and my past will be my undoing.
I've been taught all my life "hope for the best" but from experience I know better.
Everything is not ok.
I am not ok.
There is no future down this path I stagger.
When it comes to its abrupt end I wont be ready.
My life has been a rollercoaster of ups and downs.
But to many downs and not enough ups cause the ups to be lower and lower.
I have nothing left.
I am nothing anymore.
Let me lie in pieces let me die in peace.