You gave all you could, I didn't see it then
But I was only a boy, I didn't have the eyes of a grown ass man
I beat you down with all the hate I had in my heart
Only to realize you did all you possibly could
I left you there, somewhere alone wailing in that cold Oklahoma wintery air
It was never fair, the hate in my heart I had
Now you're dead and gone
Dad, I miss you
When Mom died I pulled far away from the world
I hid my heart and hid my eyes
If no one saw my pain, I never cried
Now you both seem so far away
And I can't reach you now
I said so many things
I think back on now
Telling you off, "shut...