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the clock
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Tick tock goes the clock,
Tick tock, it's time to take stock..
But is there still time?
I think I forgot!
My life just keeps passing i wish it would stop!
I think I need a chance to go back,
there's quite a few things I need to restack.
Now I promise I won't turn back ALL my time,..
if I go and fix EVERYTHING, my 'life's just not mine!
Yes! Yes! We ALL know I've fucked up!
But I'm the FIRST to own up to my shit, yeah 'so what '!
You're going to sit back and just judge me, but PLEASE...come take a walk in my shoes,
can you make it just 10 feet without singing the 'Blues'.
I have been through some sh*t that most NEVER see,
of course I know how I got there ...
from ME!
There's ALOT of addict's that blame you, and you,
They don't want to see what they have put THEMSELVES through!
The thing that I know that from addict to addict,
is if we could live different..
don't you think that we'd have it.
There are few that 'get' it,
but most never will, they don't really know for THEIR life we'd kill!!!
We all messed up somewhere down the line, but if you want to fix this...
COME ON!!!! There's still time!
Believe me.. I know, yes straight from my own life,
It's SO hard to do it,
it is but just fight!
Just find one small thing, that you can't live without,
it takes work to be sober,
they don't hand that shit out!!
Now this is real life so yes so many won't stop.
But since I've been there, I've learned ALOT!
Do u think as I was 6 playing dolls in my room, listen to daddy,and wish in the moon,
that a thought of what's been would even cross my mind
That I'd wait until my 30, THEN my life will unwind?!?..
This is not a plan that I'm almost sure noone plans.
IIs it really that hard to at least TRY to understand?
So I did not have a plan to do the shit that I did!
Like most of us were,
I was slick of being a kid!
of course I won't listen, you can't tell me shit!
At all of 16 I know all of it!
yeah see where that got me, it's taken years
tons of mistakes, I don't know how many tears.
I know that to get there, well you have to want it!
one thing that works, stop moving, just sit!
I know I will do it and get it right this time,
I swear that I'm trying its not just some line.
I know I will do this I want it I do
and when you do to I'll see you in group