I am really crying, not really crying,
because I still hold back my tears,
I am really thinking, not really thinking,
because I still try to leave Overthink,
I am really drowning, not really drowning,
because I still want to float,
I am really writing,not really writing,
because I am stuck with my words,
I am really dying, not really dying,
because I still wanna live,
I am really falling, not really falling,
because I still wanna get up.