I can't help it but
I smile my most genuine when I
think of her...
involuntary
and most
welcome
bittersweet tears fall
in joyous unison
charming my soul with pride
eternally bound
never in abandon to be found
but close enough to
bandage the pain
I cant help it
even if I could I wouldnt
loyal
and
true
grateful mother who
brought her through
alive
and
beautiful
sweet babys breath
ten perfect toes
a miracle from gods pocket
more beautiful
than any work of art ever envied
with an over grown heart
she will leave you wanting more
like a favorite melody
she will tickle your heart
sixteen years
come
and
gone
just like they said they would
she is the reason
for blood to flow
she calls me mother
in a voice of angelic symphony
hypnotizing
and
helpless
to fall in love with her
I cant help it
if you should be the fool
unfortunate
and
futile
to break her heart of gold
I will stop at nothing
through hells hottest flames
Texas crazy and barefoot
I will catch you in my crosshairs
locked
and
loaded
as if I didn't have enough reasons already
help me or hold me back
beg for a merciful ending
she is my babygirl
pride
and
joy
I love her is not enough.
I cant help it.

© Quila Marie