At first it was complete surprise
the way they uttered vicious lies
Then growing up I was forced to play
a devious game of giving myself away..
they started stealing shreds of me
even since early infancy
I am an adult now , but in my body
in my mind
Dwell all emotions dug deep inside.
It s chaos , I find myself in pitch -black
keeping my head barely above
all I can feel is that I lack
the strenght to go to shore..