It is exhausting,
preventing my own insanity
from snapping.

Keeping your affection the same as it was
is a challenge without me attempting
to bring back the memories of the past.

I seem lost.....
What was about to say?
I....
I don't know....
Why am I like this?
Why is.....fate...?
I'm lost....
my words.....
they are now lost...........