I had no gold, I had no money,
you were aware, didn't you honey ?
I'm no handsome I'm no clever,
I remember you saying"I'll leave you never"

Mind full of thoughts, heart filled with void,
hunted by memories, surprised to see you avoid.
I cut nails not the fingers, when they grows,
I felt like a garbage, you left me to throw.

Pain hurts the heart not the face that's why I'm smiling,
will i be the same forever ? a thought so terrifying.
I forgot what it feels like to be headache free,
Is it you the reason or just the anatomy.

I'm trying to fill a bucket with a hole at the bottom,
why am I doing so ? faith is the only option.
Did I fall in a love or a lie ?
why can't I see you by my side ?

Cried for you, once or twice,
are you death, or a pradise ?
Life is so mysterious with twist and turn,
many things yet to learn !!!


© @Aakash