#alonelyheart
have you ever had this feeling of being important
you feel loved and acknowledged
you feel cherished
you can't help but feel happy
and the next moment you realize you were just being used
you were nothing but a tool

yaeh we've all had that... don't try to hide it cus we all realize someday that we were nothing but extras kept away for future use

but then so as not to show your weakness you hide does pain behind a forced smile
you laugh along with them thinking it would get better but it only worsens by a hundred folds

you keep up your cheery bright smile infront of them
and once you leave their sight your mask falls and crashes

no one understands you
no one can share your pain
no one notices your tears and broken heart
you're all messed up inside

you try not to think about it
but... what's the use
you feel terrible inside
like you were shot but they just refuse to let you die so you could suffer some more

but the pains is nothing
what you hope in your... the only thing in your heart is for someone
anyone
to notice your tears and your broken heart
but the facts still remains a fact

even if they were somehow able to notice
your tears or feel your broken heart
will they care enough to comfort you
will they try to share your pain
will they make it their mission to put a smile back on your face
or will they not give a damn about you and leave you to rot in your pain

I have no comforting words for you
I can't say it'll be alright
cus I don't know if it would really be alright
I can't help in the slightest way possible
and there's nothing I can do
but the person who can change it all is you
cus you're the only one who understands
you understand how you feel

so don't seek help from anyone but yourself
cus I've tried... I also have this problem
I'm not embarrassed to say so
cus I've already accepted it
so don't wait for anyone
be your own hero