I'm scared of myself,
I'm scared of who I become sometimes,
I'm scared of you'll regret loving me someday,
And I'm scared of making you hate me some day...
I'm scared of choosing the blades over you,
To go through my traumas without you.
I'm scared of hiding the cuts,
Numbing the pain,
And being in the same place again and again...
I'm scared of you knowing the truth ,
Knowing me -
The side of me I hide from the world,
The side...