Bereft tears reeking my notepad.
My soul down in the dumps.
My pen emotional yet noetic...
Inking a piece poetic...
For I lost you, the love of my life and I'm left with this pain as a memento...
Flashbacks of us kissing are brewing a volcano inside my brain, I swear I'm about to go demento...

I remember saying I'd bleed if you leave..
You left me in awe, I couldn't believe..
Couldn't believe that you'd leave me to bleed..
You did and you had me hooked on weed...
I fell in love with it 'cause it knew you how to take me to cloud nine...
Something hugs and words couldn't do
Hated how Pain would come back creeping and whispering "you're mine"...

Something about this pain reminds me of when my mother died...
I guess it's because I'll never have you back even if I tried...
Something about this pain reminds me of when my uncle locked me up and quenched his thirst. ..
I guess it's because I trusted you with my all only for you to honor me with the worst...

I write this with my soul underwater, finding it hard to breathe.
I write this with a broken heart yearning for genuine love.
I write this with a sullen face yearning for a genuine smile.

I fell in love hoping for a happy ending just like in the movies;
Kisses,suit and ties, bouquet, one big matrimony...
Sad how mine ended with broken hearts, tears, bitterness, another episode of acrimony...

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