The World is Grieving..I decided not to attend the Funeral...I told you when I was two..that men and women should not do the things that! they do.. but, did you listen..? of course not! nah..she is just two years old..I said I see Demons in people..You replied.. Oh, No! Jeanie.. She's not Evil..I remember saying something is about to happen in this World..And you replied aww, your just a little girl, I said..Something is in the closet.. and your reply was..No, your just imagining things..Go to bed, I finally spoke and I was taking like a joke..Especially when I was talking to God one day..and you laughed and walked away..And that's when I stopped talking.. to God.

All, the fears that I had and the nights I had pulled the covers over my head..as I would whisper..God please protect me!
It's something else to have a spiritual gift and no one tells you..what to do or even how to handle it..But, I learned..How to fight at night!

I've had so many Demonic attacks..Didn't know how to fight back! oh!..but,I learned! I warned, I saw, I cried, I thought I was going to lose..everything..and die.I did..But, God..You kept my Mind!..you..Lord..Kept...My Mind!.. From..constant,Attacks..Blackism..Racismhate..things I see in the spirit realm that other's can't or refuse see or to believe..Just because you refuse to believe it..doesn't mean it doesn't exist! Yeah, I've been attacked on every side.. Yet..you kept..bring me back here to earth! But, you did warn me Lord..
During one of my Near Death Experiences.. When you took me up to heaven..in one of my visions..You, said..Okay..Jeanie what do you want to do..do you want to go back or stay with me?. and I hesitated..and said..I want to go back*to earth, And you said "Okay Jeanie..(you know my name! I'm going to send you back.!.)But, Always Remember To Always, Remember To NEVER Forget ME!..Question..How do you Remember to never...