Everyone told me
How they loved the night sky;
How the stars looked beautiful,
And how the moon looked like magic.

I loved it too
But it was a fantasy.
I hated how it looked fantastic
When I was busy running in circles.

I hated it for being astonishing
When I can not even go out of my maze.
I hated how it was so fancy and silent
When I was drowning in chaos.

I hated how it was stunning,
I hated the way I admired it.
It was nothing but fantasy.
It never spoke to me, anyway.

Maybe I just hated all the nights
That didn't answer me.

#life #nightsky

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