I'm sorry I had to do this' so suddenly
but I'm impulsive, and honestly I make smart choices for me and for those around me when I am "that"...
yh ik ik there's nothing rational about this, we cool and all, we love each other and here I am typing and breaking us up?
I still remeber our texts, vowing to travel to beautiful places we look up,
ours is long distance so we have to connect through texts and you rarely call,
I don't like calls either but when it's with someone I love I don't mind spending hours talking about nothing at all,
you promised to see me when I return to the city but as usual "something came up" ,
your words are the sweetest, delicious, all creamy, they butter me up,
your texts, if it were an ocean, I would forever love to swim in,
you told me I'm everything you ever wanted and there's no one ever like me?
so why do your actions speak differently?' I'm sorry I can't stick to only your words, I'm an overthinker, an observer,
i don't want to live in your fantasized n make up world,
Not blaming you, maybe I'm the one messing up the tunes,
or maybe we play the piano on different keys n now we are not in sync,
sighs' love should be extra,slightly unbreakable, something magnetic,
love should be filled with actions, sparks ,frequent feelings not sporadic,
so what would I be if I continue with "this" ? not me I must say,
I've thought about it and finally ..
I say we quit..let it all go or maybe rebuild.


© rookie poet