don't forget about me... I'm always forgotten.. Ever since I was a child, people have told me they won't forget me, won't leave me behind..... I just want someone to say they will stay and for once in life actually do so ~

When it's 4 am and your freezing cold reaching out towards my once, side of the bed, for an embrace of my body warmth against your cold flesh,
will you miss it?
Will you miss me?
Would you crave my presence now that I am so afar?
Tell me....
Would you ask yourself 'why?"
Why would you let your person drift so far away into the stormy weather? The person you promised to always keep safe and protect as they do for you?
Why would you want that gone?
Why would you risk loosing your limbs to frost bite and speak nothing but a emptyless words that shake and shatter to nothing but the sound of white noise?

I'm drowning and everytime I try to get out of the water to get some air you just keep pushing me back down into the water or not grabbing my open arms quickly enough to reel me onto safe dry land, I try to get your attention and grasp onto the raft, I cry for your help but it seems to be like you shrub me off in fear you may fall into the tides to,
so the current keeps pulling me farther away from the raft, I'm drowning and you see me but your to scared of the waves to do anything but yet stare at this life we made wash away, as I sink deeeper
What is more scary love?
Drowning in the ocean blue?
Or
Drowning and loosing everything we have worked for into the deep unknown?
So tell me darling....



Are u forgetting about me yet?
Even tho You said you never would 3 months ago,well I was drunk crying on the kitchen floor, so why dies
it feel like you have drifted so far away from me...
So before you do just decide to just watch me drown, begging for your love and mercy, just leaving me for death once again.

I'll just have to give you a quick reminder.of what your giving up.. As I don't want to keep drowning, reliving all these feelings of being confused and lost and so unbelivably abandoned
So.. Fragile and chaotic. No need to sail off as fast as possible...
Beacause

I will just end up haunting you , little things will end up reminding you of my scent, and the way my eyes sparkle when I look up to the left at the sun, and my giggle when you tell funny stories, my warm skin against yours, my whispers in your ear , the way my toes feel next to yours under are newly washed sheets, the smell of lavender and my hair will over power your nose, you will taste the salt from my tears, and sweat, you will wake up in panic hearing me call out for you, my name will send shivers down your spine, you might as well pull the anchors out now and stop trying to run from me
For..

I am unforgettable.

Once your soul meets mine they become syncd to me
I am erase free
Once I know you, you will become hooked like a heroin junkie
Begging for your next dose of me

this way I know when you promise me you will never drift from me, I know you will have no choice but to keep this promise, for I will be forever composed and bounded to your soul, unconditionally devoted to you
So I dare you baby....
Try and
Forget about me...

You will surly loose this battle every damn time.

~MIKA_BABY10~