If I could fly
Let me go,
Lest I lose myself,
Like a broken tool I'm tired,
Loving him hurts more,
Let me go I say,
Before the abyss pull me under.
Like a fool I sat, with besotted eyes
Awaiting your gaze,
That searched, and filled my whole being
But it never came.
What was I to you, but a vessel to use and to throw?
Let me go I say!
To live my life and to be
In peace away from that toxic gaze,
Loving them brings pain like no other,
The tears will testify,
Yes the tears will testify.
The cloudy skies,
the whispering trees,
The wailing cliffs,
All murmur his name,
Each one a mighty blow
To the being inside.
Oh that my heart closed itself!
Oh that it never loved one like them!
For this suffering isn't worth it,
No it isn't,
For the loneliness I feel,
Will never be worth that love.
So please...
Let me go,
Unshackle me from these chains,
Free me from this prison,
Their scent numbs my mind,
Fleeing from all time and sense.
There is no escape,
From this cage,
Their face,
Their words,
All swims in front me,
Memories unparalleled.
Oh that I could fly!
Away from them,
Away from all that shackles me here,
Oh that I could fly,
Oh that I could fly.....
© Elena
Lest I lose myself,
Like a broken tool I'm tired,
Loving him hurts more,
Let me go I say,
Before the abyss pull me under.
Like a fool I sat, with besotted eyes
Awaiting your gaze,
That searched, and filled my whole being
But it never came.
What was I to you, but a vessel to use and to throw?
Let me go I say!
To live my life and to be
In peace away from that toxic gaze,
Loving them brings pain like no other,
The tears will testify,
Yes the tears will testify.
The cloudy skies,
the whispering trees,
The wailing cliffs,
All murmur his name,
Each one a mighty blow
To the being inside.
Oh that my heart closed itself!
Oh that it never loved one like them!
For this suffering isn't worth it,
No it isn't,
For the loneliness I feel,
Will never be worth that love.
So please...
Let me go,
Unshackle me from these chains,
Free me from this prison,
Their scent numbs my mind,
Fleeing from all time and sense.
There is no escape,
From this cage,
Their face,
Their words,
All swims in front me,
Memories unparalleled.
Oh that I could fly!
Away from them,
Away from all that shackles me here,
Oh that I could fly,
Oh that I could fly.....
© Elena