Cracked porcelain face,
My eyes piss on your embrace.
Tissue, sinews, veins like tendrils creeping down.
The funniest clown always wears a frown.
In my fear and loathing,
I will drown.
To be a man.
To have a plan.
I would give my right hand.
Dead eyes, dead and crystal clear,
Can't see if I'm still here.
Tangled web of waterfall hair,
I love the hidden ones never there.
Bloody nails, snail trails,
How long until I'm doomed to fail.
Crimson velvet musty heat,
My fading heart will miss a beat.
Crusty pain, clinging on in vain,
Will my mind always force me to feel shame?
Will I just die the same,
As everyone else.
Wretched bits, pus filled tits,
I prefer blood, piss and shit.
Filed the nails all the way down,
Now my fingertips are gone.
Hate, heat and oil,
The already rancid is easy to spoil.
Mutually alone,
My voice is cracked on this phone.
No-one is my best friend,
I'll take it all until the end.
To destroy the parts that make you work,
Is my only desire.
So I keep my mouth...