Harder than it was yesterday
I cannot find my way
Each day I get up just to fall
Can't deny I'm a permanent wall
Depression and this fucked up society
I'm treading the waters of my sobriety
See-through my paper thin skin
So foreign now like a human has-been
Punishing wound which I reunite
Decades of nothing but fight or flight
So I am cursed by my fears
Frantically adjusting to change my gears
I can't look beyond it so I hide in it
My mind is a slideshow could never fucking quit

With zero admissions my life reaches a plateau
My ribcage tightens, nowhere to go
Breathing slows down to levels of lucid dreaming
Inside...