I wished you did not miss me because the though of that hurts to the core
I wished I did not ever have to feel the pain,
of you not missing me even more. 
I think back to our times at home
 your first memories of being so small in my arms
The hours I spent watching you dream 
Wishing and hoping i could be the best mother I could be 
for you to get the best life you deserve from me.
Thoughts of our memories over and over,
 like a movie real on repeat
Trying my hardest  to not try to dweal on what could be
 Consumed by the hurt of when they took you from me,
Forbibben 
 Like im some dangerous beast
no goodbye allowed to be given from me 
I wish that wasnt something that consumes your night terorred dreams
Maybe its because we were left with 
No answers to grieve...
Now caught up on these streets, no clear path to be...