Let me present a wretched life by the words..

When I was a 9 year old....
I just wish the capsule that I took may
work for me to dead...
When my father beat me,without mercy to dead
I just wish to die.So,that I may find my peace...
When I was in torment,experiencing unspeakable agonizing torture of pain....
I just wish to have something or someone to ease my pain
When I was alone....Being consumed by my hollow darkness
I just fuckin wish there will be someone who I trust,someone who think about the pain I am going through..instead of their ego and honor
When I was searching for love of mine...
I just wish my mate could be showing me the love unconditionally,as much as I care for them
When I was in fuckin threat......
I just wish I could tear them even every inch of my bones broken
When I am thinking about what I am
I just wish nothing could stop my cold heart to do things without caring
When I am being a bastard to the ones
I wish I could be more than that to them....
But now,I don't give a fuck about my Wish..
All I want is what I want to Do.....
These are real but past,
Past is not my concern..

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