I'm 19
Determined to be happy
But home fails me everytime
Life is playing a cruel joke on me
Made me think it's over and it began again in a second
Darkness finally won
I'm ruined
Lost myself.
Something I don't need to fight anymore
Embracing every bit of darkness
I felt llight for a second and it destroyed me within a second
I want to run away so far that no one would be able to catch up
Fighting the urge to scream and cry
I just want to hide from everyone
Y'all make me hate life everyday
Each day gets harder to smile
I have never felt how happiness feels like
I envy that...