There is so much on my plate
But I am still not willing to move
I am tired of showing my worth
How many Times do I have to prove

So Many thoughts come at once
But then they Suddenly go away
A path filled with hopes calling me in
But it's too late to escape

I feel nothing but I wonder
What emotions are eating me up
Maybe I am not satisfied with my efforts
Or it could be my unrequited love

Maybe i Made myself this way
By pretending not to care
Even though I was too deep in it
Through every thick or thin layer

I find myself looking blank often...