I would look at you from afar,
Even when we are close friends,
I feel as if I am not on par,
With you, my feelings can never make amends,
Those feelings, oh so right and oh so wrong,
I know you are not my enemy,
But why do you make me cry so long?
Maybe I see you too much but then I do not see.

It’s difficult to see you smile,
I hate it when you laugh in glee,
I don’t like how people admire you from a mile,
But when you cry, why does it upset me?
It hurts me to be friends with you,
It pains me to see people praise,
I feel insecure standing beside you,
When they all love...