Yes love, keep coming back every night,
To haunt me, to terrorise me, to break my ground,
Sheer insanity where I question what's wrong?
Kill me, softly, cruelly, grotesqeuly yet gently.
Fill me with words, silence, honey and poison.
But, don't flay my skin, don't deprive me,
Of your touch, your warmth, your presence.
Don't kill my thoughts, dreams, nightmares,
Don't kill my idea of you, sense of self.
Stay, please stay, tonight and tomorrow morn.


I have a thought, and it reaches you,
Smell a fragrance and it reminds me of you.
I think of killing myself, I see you, your absence,
Darkness further in melancholic night,
I drink, I drink, I pour everything at sight,
To keep you, hold you, not let you out of my mind,
As my mind fades, you escape, further, farther,
I hold on to this insanity, insobriety, cruelty,
I grasp at the last straw that would snap my mind
I kill myself, I'm not dead, I'm hollow,
Stay, please stay, tonight and everyday.
© Hazi