You know don't say anything please i could die of shame

I only want a wish, a whim before a time
I couldn't ask for anything
Usually i prefer to do violence to myself and not let appear more than necessary

But I feel very silly tonight

I know you know it
I know that I don't need to prove it
That it goes without saying

And yet i'm sorry but for the first time i have the impression that it comes from me the fact that tonight i wanted to tell you that: when you left i would sometimes scrutinize the class hoping to see you while knowing that you would not be there it's stupid

And yet even today i hope to see you at the university at the restaurant in the cafette in every person i meet

I want you to be here with me all the time i know it's selfish and at the same time i wonder if in real life we ​​are close to each other and all of this scares me

I would like to be the best thing you have but I'm not like it I'm not "right" to be fair I'm far from it

You told me not to apprehend the future because it was scary but how do you do it i could not bring myself to it

All of it don't matter
It shouldn't have been there
I could erase everything
But at the first "yet" had to follow a "I love you" and it was way too easy
@saprincesse
© goddess