You know don't say anything please i could die of shame

I only want a wish, a whim before a time
I couldn't ask for anything
Usually i prefer to do violence to myself and not let appear more than necessary

But I feel very silly tonight

I know you know it
I know that I don't need to prove it
That it goes without saying

And yet i'm sorry but for the first time i have the impression that it comes from me the fact that tonight i wanted to tell you that: when you left i would sometimes scrutinize...