She knew she wasn't bad looking, but she wasn't dumb.
She saw how the boys would turn to her blonder skinier friends.
She was the average sort of pretty.
So to compensate, she learned how to dress, how to apply makeup, how to act, according to the male gaze.
She became quite familiar with folowing routine.
"you are so pretty" he sends.
Types of his fingers that have touched so many other girls.
ugly girls,
gorgeous girls,
big girls,
little girls,
"you are so pretty" he says.
He doesn't even attempt to make it seem like he was looking at her face.
Eyes on her chest.
What he really means is 'she is pretty enough'
Speaks with the mouth that is hungry for every part of her but her insides throws what's beneath her skin to the floor.
Her...