In this rainy night,
I am sitting in the darkness
Looking forward for your message
Looking forward to hide from my life
Because it's killing me from inside
I thought the new beginning will give me some light
Or the new connections with people help in to conquer my life
But who knew that I was the poison that was killing me all my life.
I tried, I truly tired,
All the things
I talked with people
I walked miles
I even got a lovely bf, you know it yourself right?
But it couldn't fill my void
I am still empty inside
I can't do shit
I am a worthless pices of matter
Which shouldn't be having a life
I am getting breathless second by second as I live my life
Even...